beend drinking
(for) weeks without rest
it creeps up my arm
it's cardiac arrest

Yeah I tried,
tried it all
today I died,
and fuck it all

you know it's
farewell fuckers, my ride is here
choke on the mortgage, my anti-dear

beend drinking
(for) weeks without rest
it creeps up my arm
it's cardiac arrest

Yeah I tried,
tried it all
today I died,
and fuck it all

you know it's
farewell fuckers, my ride is here
choke on the mortgage, my anti-dear

Chorus (Dissapointed):

Never got what I deserved. I was a shadow in the dark. I really lost all my effort to become someone. I miss all those precious moments when we were as one. Now the wind has blown away my spirit to the edge of time.